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Everyone seems to have digital cameras these days... So Im thinking of gettong one too, cuz i love taking pictures, but i NEED to upgrade from cheap little plastic cameras... I dunno what else to say... if i ever take the time to stop and actually THINK
i may post something a little bit interesting
bye for now
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Brians Curse - If you cant take a joke | |
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Im in school right now. In my 5th hour (Business). Sitting next to JewelMonster (just some random stupid girl i know *jk*)... Anyway, Im on the computer, and I check out my PayPal account. I wanted to buy something, so I started searching in the paypal shops. I went to the music section.
Then clicked on just any link there was...
SO I ended up at CDBaby.com right? Yea, well I ended up buying this Acoustic CD of some Girl name Julia (I think) I dont know who the girl is, and our computers dont have sound here, so i dont know what she sounds like either.... Stupid huh?
I know... anyway the bell just rang
Seeya |
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Wow, I haven't been here in forever it seems... I have obviously taken a new liking to JournalSpace heh There is soo much more I can do there, or that I choose to do there anyway. Hmm, I should start comming back here though, because there were some really cool people I got to talk to... Alright, let the posting begin!!
Welcome back Allyson <~~~ (That's Me)
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Eisley - Marvelous Things | |
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Im turning 17 tomorrow. Im actually not that excited.
Im supposed to be going to dinner and a movie with friends and family.
I really just wanna stay home and talk to my honey...
But I know I can't *sigh*
I have to spend my birthday withought my love.... |
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Youd think that id post more considering that im on break, and i dont work right now.. but NOPE! Im still busy doing all of the other things life makes you do.... 
You're Nevada!
People are constantly mispronouncing your name, and this has provided you
with a lot of frustration over the years. You prefer silver to gold, sagebrush to trees,
and cards to sporting events. There is almost nothing you aren't willing to lay down a
wager on, and others seek you out for advice on their own wagers. You don't take marriage
terribly seriously, though you are one of its biggest proponents. Far too often these
days, others are mistaking you for an industrial-strength garbage bag.
Take the State Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.
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Current Music: |
Stevie Nicks | |
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I have been really occupied recently, what with studying for Mid-terms, Christmas Shopping, Winter Guard practice, other clubs... oh yea and my new love ^_^ We've been together for about... a month and a couple days, but im not ready to go into detail with that yet.... heehee Ive been playing my guitar a lot more, and Ive been listening to people like Jewel, Tracy Chapman, Stevie Nicks, Maroon 5, Katy Rose, 311.... ok ill stop now, but ive been listening to A LOT of people and groups! Havent watched tv in ages it seems... Ive been staying up late talking with my other half... ive had no time for anything else. Have a huge cell phone bill, and almost got it taken numerous times so far (meaning more than 7 ha) im not very good at hiding my phone in school it seems. Ill try and come here more often... because, MAN! I miss my lj people... I mean peko practically forgot who I am heh... talked to her about a week ago and she didnt remember me... its all good though heh |
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I know I havent updated in a while so here goes: I had soo much fun today. The whole 12 hours of it was great from 8am to 8pm!! Everyone was great. There were people that cried because they messed up or didnt get what they thought they deserved, or cried of happiness! All of the categories were Solo Musical, Duet Musical, Ensemble Musical, Monologue, Duet Acting and Ensemble Acting.
I bet you thought I sang today... well I did, but not for districts just for fun. Although I could have done both, I just did my Acting today. I was in a Duet Acting scene. We ended up getting an overal score of 'good' (thats smack dead in the middle, not bad, and not good). I got an Excellent, as an individual, and my partner got a fair (averaging out as good). I feel bad because she forgot her lines, and because we didnt get a trophy, but im also happy because after all of the schools had performed and the judges were leaving, one of them came up to me (of all 6 thousand of us actors!!) and said that I did "exceptionally well", and that she just "wanted me to know that I was great"! How wicked is that?!?! I was soo nervous and thought I would screw up, and when we were finished I thought we sucked. But the real reason why we didnt do too well was because we were disquallified ( i think) for going over our alloted 5 min (5 min 20 sec.) This may not have happened if my partner didnt have as many pauses due to her forgetfullness, but i dont want to put all of the blame on her. We did a great job, and I had fun. One of our singers (Chantal) should have gotten a Superior, but she ended up getting an excellent, which is still great, but every single one of us knew that she deserved her Superior (that is the only score that gets you a trophy).... too bad. Brandi also sang, and got an excellent on her solo song, and I think a good or excellent on her duet with eddy. Marco, was probably the best at acting tonight he got a superior. And Meagan was pissed of from one judge giving her a fair the other two gave her an excellent but she was still pissed, she was cursing out the judge when she found out... poor girl, she will be ok though. Overall, our whole school did Excellent and Im happy... Oh yea, there was this girl there named Denyse I think, who remembered me from years ago, and she asked if I knew who she was... but I didnt remember. I felt kinda bad, and we talked for a while. Then we saw eachother again at the end, and we said how we did and things like that. Uhh, She asked me how it was at Plantation High (because she goes to South Plantation, and our school are rivals...) So I started to tell her, but my ride came and Brandi and I had to leave... so that was that... aww rekindled spirits... ^_^ |
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I: *Worked my ass off on a project
*Lost it in School
*Got an 'F'
*am farking pissed off
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On friday night, one hour before the curtains were supposed to open, we experienced, one of the scariest moments in theatre: Everyone knows about the superstition, where you must never mention the name of this certain play,in a theatre, because if you do, something terrible is bound to happen that day or night during, before, or after the production. Well one kid in our school, William (not Mr. Shakesphere *he's dead*), kept saying this word, telling us not to believe in superstition. We all laughed it off then, but when a 7 ft tall flat (made out of heavy wood) fell from about 30ft in the air on top of 3 of our cast members during rehearsal, everything was turned upside down. Most of this was caught on camera, except for the fall itself. One of the girls who got hurt the most, was taken to the Hospital that day. She had a neck brace put on, was strapped down, and then wheeled away, 20 min. before we started opening the doors. Everyone was really emotional and scared. We couldn't do this one act last night, and everything was cut short. But the show must go on! She had a cast on her arm, but she was still great! It's funny now that her character was God... We all signed the fallen flat and said that it was forever cursed, and will always remind us of this night.
There is so much more that went on, but im pretty sure you get what I mean. We are all closer than ever before now, and we keep talking about it. Marco is having a party tomorrow, and we are going to watch the tape again. It's actually pretty funny, heh. *sigh* Im tired, so Im just gonna go to sleep now. Cya
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Current Music: |
Ashley Simpson (Album) | |
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Wow, I had a lot of fun that night. It was very cozy, and warm too. People just sit and chat with their coffee or beer, listening to the performers and such. We took a couple pictures, and sang along to the songs we knew, and the boys went next door to shoot some pool. There was one guy who, as imposible as it sounds, played two guitars at once!! It was amazing, I dont know how he did it, but he did it! Brandi told me that they have open mic 2 or 3 times a week, and she invited me to sing with her. I said no, and she literally begged me. She thinks this song that I harmonized with her sounds so much better with me in it, but I think I have a bit of stage fright. heh. I told her, Id go with her, and if im up to it I'll sing a couple songs with her, but im not sure. Everyone is a performer y'know, Im still a newbie.
If I get off my lazy ass, and get these photos filmed, Ill post em up, but who knows when that might be....
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The Promise - Tracy Chapman | |
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My friends are draggin my behind to some new Coffee Shop called "The Chocolate Moose" or something. Some bands are supposed to be playing tonight, and everyone says that its really comfy there. Apparently the lights are always dimmed, and they even have couches and all of that good stuff...
So I guess ill update you guys when I get back?? (maybe)
*Im really looking forward to chatting with Scott when i get back* |
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 you are cannabis (or pot). almost everyone except for uptight old people enjoys your company. almost too many people, some would say. oh well, who cares, let's spark another bowl. |
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I had a lot of fun today after school: We had Winter Guard practice today, and I finally remembered to bring my gloves. I was teaching the newbies the basics about the flag, like how to stand at attention, and how to stand at right-shoulder etc. I taught my group Drop Spins, Over Spins, and they learned so quickly that I started to teach them how to do a Half Toss in the air. One girl didnt catch the flag though, and it hit her in the head. Good thing she wasnt hurt too much, because it might have scared every newbie and make them want to quit ir something. Practice was really short today though, so I went over and watched the Dance team practice. They are dancing to the new Lenny Kravits song (Where are we Running). They are so awesome!! I just wish I could do half of the things they could do. I also was able to watch some of the drama kids practice a small skit (im in drama club, but i didnt want to do this skit, so i didnt). I borrowed Eddy's guitar and started playing when i got bored. Umm What else?? Mr. Fogarty (drama teacher) wants me to join districts, and there are two people 2 people, no 3 people who want to work with me (Heather, Hyuen, and Brandi), but I dont have an extra $25 right now... After all of that Brandi and I worked on HW for abour 3 or 4 hours straight, and I ate dinner over there too. So I just got home, took a shower, and now my day is done yay!! (Im tired *sigh*) AND IM DONE!
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Current Music: |
Tori Amos - Raspberry Swirl | |
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I don't know what the hell is wrong with everyone. But they all hate me apparently. I don't even care about rumors in school anymore (im unfortunetay used to it), but when its from adults (like my moms friends), that's just too far, and childish. This is all I know: The phone rang today and it was a lady asking for Debra (a friend of my mom's who lives with us).
I said hold on, and I shouted downstairs to say that the phone was for her. I put my ear back to the phone to check when she picked up... and I over heard her say something so shocking... she said "Kahlia's litte sister (ME) hits her mom" And then she said something like "That's bad" but it was a lot worse than just "bad". I dunno if she was really talking about me, but that really shocked me at first, i couldn't believe i just heard this. Ive never hit my mom before, and what if she is talking about Kahlia, I never knew anyone hit my mom?? Im so confused, and I want to cry, I hate when people talk about me. My mom complains about how I embarass her all the time. And I know my older sister is her favorite, so it wouldn't be her abusing my mom right?? UGH I HATE THIS!!!! It hurts so bad, and I don't know what to do. I can't wait till I get into college, I wanna go out-of-state. Away from my family, and everyone at this school. Just watch me not say anything about this, because Im a stupid clam about everything. I really hope I got the wrong message... either way, I don't like whoever was on the other side of that phone....
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Vanessa Carlton - White Houses | |
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HAPPY BIRTH DAY MOMMY!!! ^_^ *sigh* this is my bad week, but ive got to hid it, and be really happy for my mom. Im not giving her the present i got till the day of the party (Saturday). I hope she likes it. Its just a card, but it comes with a cd and some pretty smelly stuff ^_^ heh. Lame, but its all ive got to give (except for kisses and hugs)
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Current Music: |
Mindy Smith - Come to Jesus | |
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I feel... like such a fake. I feel as if Ive been lying all my life. Because Im ashamed of myself, and what others may think of me. I feel so weak, because I can't just be me... Im hiding from myself, and Im begining to think I am a very depressed person, but I don't show it, not even to myself sometimes. I come home and sometimes I just start crying... I want to say its for no reason, but that'd just be another lie. I want to hate school, and everyone in it, but Im not a rebel, I just need my own space sometimes... But it turns out im by myself more often than I think. I don't know if what im saying is making any sense, because Im just writting what pops into my mind. I think maybe i need to feel wanted, but if I was myself the only person who'd want me would be my mom, and sometimes even she doesn't seem to want me. I don't wanna to make everyone feel sorry for me or anything, but thats just it, I make everything seem ok, and I reassure everyone that im fine, when really, im not. I meet people at school, and I become more like them so that they'll keep talking to me. I feel more free behind the safety of my computer screen, because no one knows what I look like, or anything too important about me. But even still I lie here.... i am a fake. Im not me, im everyone else. Im soo mixed up, and I don't understand what exactly im doing, or what i actually want to do. Im pretty sure you all want to say you know what I mean, but i dont think you do. Im soo confused that i don't even know what I mean, this is just my fingers moving around on my keyboard...
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Fefe Dobson - Bye Bye Boyfriend | |
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I wish there was something here that searches for people with the most interests in common with you.
It'd be soo much easier to find a new friend... Dont you think?? Yea... it would ^_^
Please tell me im an idiot, and lj already has this... |
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The storm didn't hit our house at all, but we still lost power from sat. till today (monday). I wasn't sure if I was supposed to go to school today, so I went, and everyone else was there so... I woke up this morning at 10 to 7am and I was scared because school starts at 7:20, I made it about 5 or 10 min late, but no one really cares about the details right?? There isn't much to say, because there wasn't much that happened, I just want to check on my other Floridian friends, who have a live journal, like ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) acidbitch hope shes still alive, lol.
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Mindy Smith - Jolene | |
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I just figured out how everyone has links to the rest of their messages in one...?? It called Lj cut!! I bet everyone knows that, but i never asked anyone how to do it, for the simple fact of feeling silly for not knowing... So yea im going to test it out
( Read more... ) wow i feel so much better now that I have just completed this difficult task oh yea you should also check out [Unknown LJ tag]. I heard that she wanted to give away some money!!!
lol, im weird (but weird is sometimes good...right??) |
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